miss you damn so much :(

i looked to our memory, and i saw your really true love for me. you love me like i do. but now? really different you are. like people who never say love to me. you don't know how much i'd really love you. but i know, your heart closed for accept me in your life (again?)

oh god, please tell him how much i love, i need and i miss him damn so much! i can't life without his smile and his love. i really love him! maybe it's too much. but this is what i felt now. i never fall in love and never feel hurt like this. HELP ME GOD!